亲爱的博客，

对不起，我只想发发牢骚。对于自己在这次的考试表现感到失望和不满意。以为自己可以至少把分数拉上一点点，结果，真的是期望越高，失望越大！挫败感！严重！对自己的表现很不满意咯！希望自己可以真的努力读书，达到自己的目标！


I seriously need to force myself to study! I know that I at least need to achieve something! Cannot disappoint my parents! and myself..... No matter how, please, motivate me! Scold me! Nag me! I must study! And I must get Second Upper upon graduation! 


加油吧！哦，对不起。发牢骚够了。也谢谢你让我发泄！

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