Not Right

Wishing the time to pass faster. Need everything to be on track ASAP. Without the passion, I couldn't work hard for it. Hopefully, I'll still hold onto it until I'm able to get the transfer. Or else, I gotta be starting to look for new jobs soon :( Just wanna be happier in this environment. It's not right, it's not right :(

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Weekend

It's been really long since I last update my blog here. Just to blabber about the past weekend! I was working on the previous weekend. Boss asked us to go for the Big Bad Wolf Book Fair at The Mines Convention Hall. Well, this particular weekend really drained me up! I was dizzy & headache for the both days. Till now, I can still feel the tiredness in me. I still feeling dizzy! Doing charity work for the bank instead. The only best thing of the weekend was the Lamborghini displayed there, which it looked really SEXY~ there. How much I wish I can just go and shop for those books and choose them slowly!

The only best part of the weekend! 

PEOPLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE SEA

Eyes closing. 

-Signing off-

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

!@!^$%

I can really say that they suck big time. No matter how, this is not what I want. I knew it. Well, it's just the matter of time. I know what I wanna do..just that again, it's the matter of time. Seriously, they made me feel as if we're just their puppet. The example that the leader mentioned last night, described my situation PERFECTLY! Like goddamnit?! Using us? GO DIE LA YOU!! SUCK BIG TIME! Suck yourself! >.<

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

我能行

把這張小學班級任老師給的紙帶在身邊

很有意思

《我能行》

相信自己行，才會我能行

別人說我行，努力才能行

你在這點行，我在那點行

今天若不行，明天爭取行

能正視不行，也是我能行

不但自己行，幫助別人行

互相支持行，合作大家行

爭取全面行，創造才最行

偶爾會失去對自己工作時該有的信心

不過一定要對自己說自己行！

希望可以很快再去旅行

我要去玩啊~

Yours Truly,

szeyee

我要度假！

想念讀書的時候，想念到處玩到處走走的時候！

救命~多點人打電話給我~讓我達到我的Sales Target！

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Job

Started to work and realizing what other people said about banking industry was true.

Target was set and I've gotta sort out my way in order to achieve it. 

The only way is to stay positive and gotta believe in myself. 

Stress Level: High

Lucky thing was, I always have my man with me whenever I go crazy. Threw tantrum towards him the other day and luckily he was right beside and understood me. Things pilled up together. Thanks for being there for me. You know I always feel good when you're somewhere near me =)

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

At last!

Finally I've signed all the documents

YEE SZE YEE

You may start feeling nervous now! 

=D 

Good luck to myself in the career!

It's a career, rather than a job! 

Hopefully I'll be able to perform well in it =) 

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

運

很需要運啊！！！！

加油加油！

正或負，真的是只是在於自己！

Yours Truly,

szeyee

對自己說聲加油！

White Cliffs of Dover

就這樣

從英國歐洲回來了快兩個月

時間過得太快了

很努力當中

會繼續努力

加油唄~

我可以的

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

=)

Been spending more than an hour watching this video, which I think it is very inspiring. No doubt, some of the points that Nicholas Tse mentioned is very strong. As a leader, can see that he is doing quite well in it as he involves in everything and does everything along with his staffs. Well, I wouldn't say anything bad about this video. It's kinda worth for the time to watch it =) 

Quote from Nicholas Tse: Practice does not makes perfect, practice makes permanence. 

Personally, I really like this sentence. I kinda agree with it. As he explained after that, practice can only reduce the amount of mistakes but wouldn't be perfect. No one or nothing can be perfect in this world. So, practice makes permanence. 

Oh well, with the mood of being inspired, gotta continue do something which is truly motivating =) ignore the demotivating-hazy-weather! 

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

又來

一看到那篇新聞就預料到你們又再會講講講

果然從昨天看到到今天都還要講

還真的是他媽的要逼到我在這裡爆粗

我懂你們講來講去也是因爲擔心

但是一直這樣子重復

你們不會悶我也會煩啦

你們真的是以爲我那麽笨不會自己想的咩

一個講了另一個又講

每次一看到這種新聞就會乘機講講講

本人在你們心目中有沒有那麽笨哦

很鬼死吵啦

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

在這樣的時候看到他的照片至少會感覺好一點

One Thing

"So, get out, get out, get out of my head, and fall into my arms instead

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

And you've got that one thing

So, get out, get out, get out of my mind, and come on come into my life

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

And you've got that one thing"

I was at Amsterdam when I first heard this song

Remembering Denise and I both were inside a shop while waiting for Jie Yong to finish visiting the museum

Now how much I miss those travelling time

Without bragging, nagging and all those (which I feel annoying)

Swan in the middle of the canal, Red Light District, Amsterdam

Hopefully I'll be able to get the job that I've went for the interview

That's what I'm really hoping for right now

Good luck to myself 

Fingers crossed

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Luck Needed

Seriously, I'm currently in a mood that luck is much needed. I'm really hoping that I'll be able to get a job that I will like to do and will be passionate enough to do it as soon as possible. If I didn't travel to the United Kingdom & Europe, I would have started working I supposed? Even if I'm not, I guess my family wouldn't let me slack at home everyday! They will definitely bark me everyday so that I get my arse off and get a part time job. Oh well, no doubt I would be crazy. According to le bf, I'm always grouchy whenever I'm back at Penang. Yes, I admit this. Things I don't like, always exist. 

So, give me luck, give me power! =) 

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Bitch

No other words for me to describe my feelings right now. 

For me, it's a bitch right now! 

Damn that bitchy feeling. 

Everything seems to be so annoying to me. 

I'll be back in Penang tomorrow. 

Whatever shit it is going to happen, I can't stop. 

Whatever shit is in my mind, I hope it wouldn't happen. 

No idea. 

It's just the stupid feeling that bothers. 

fthisshit~ 

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

假期

就這樣，26天的歐洲英國旅遊和5天的沙巴旅遊結束了。

是時候面對現實了，找工作！救命！

別來煩我！我自有打算！很令人討厭！

我懂我自己要的是什麽，越是逼我，只會讓我越覺得煩！

已經快22嵗了，又不是說還是12嵗。=/

還是看看照片好點！

法國

法國

沙巴

沙巴

沙巴的夕陽

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Graduation Day 7th July 2012

A day which is really memorable in my life

-7th July 2012-

Had the great people around me

Captured nice photos

Had some awesome hugs with the besties I get to know in this uni

Got the certificate from the hand of the provost

Accompanied by the ♥s

The ♥s

Friends =) 

Flowers & Certificate

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

終于

終于要畢業了

終于東西都差不多搞定了

終于為這星期六的典禮感到興奮了

加油

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

擾亂的思緒

是非對錯

怎麼分辨

是改變了

還是習慣了

需要還是不需要

應該還是不應該

不明白

瑜

Big day SOON!

Finally, I'm going to graduate from University of Nottingham!

Got my results for my entire degree yesterday. Even though it's not extremely good, but I'm really thankful that I'm able to graduate! I was so worried about my results before it was being released!

Visited the UK campus today and actually impressed by the view of the campus as it's really huge in there. But too bad, was unable to finish walking in the campus! Hope there will be another chance for me to visit here soon!

Yours Truly,

szeyee

Updates!

Been staying in UK & Europe for the last 3 weeks, even though I was kinda excited before heading here, now, I will say that, I dislike the weather. Kinda sick of the weather as it can be really extreme in a day. People says, you can experience 4 seasons in a day which is quite true over here as it can be extremely hot or extremely cold in the same day. Oh well, few more days and I'll be back at the lovely island. No doubt, I did capture lotsa nice sceneries during the trip =)

BUT

I miss Malaysian food

I miss Mama food

I miss the sunlight in Malaysia

I miss......YOU YOU YOU and YOU!! =D

alright, i'm bit crazy now....need to entertain myself sometimes right? =P

Yours Truly,

szeyee

New Toy

Finally I'm able to buy this for myself! 

I'm going to use this for my trips and daily life =) 

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

慌

有一股慌了的感覺

不懂到底自己讀得對不對

越看越亂

到底怎麽了

天啊

瑜

Letter to you =)

This, is a special post, to let you know that you're a optimistic person. Don't feel regretful over what you've chosen. It's just a temporary feeling for you. Nothing big. Trust yourself kay? It's not like it's gonna be a doomsday! You can do it and one important thing is, you must believe in yourself. There's no such thing called giving up. You'll be happy when you're finally get through it. Just, do all your best. You can strive through it =) 

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

すみません～

對潔詠感到不好意思！嚇到你了~
自己一直對自己給壓力，也沒對家人說，到剛剛講出來，淚崩了。

謝謝媽媽~
對我說那些鼓勵的話，自己懂得的，只是會怕。

加油吧！我可以的！我一定可以做到的！
我一定要考好！順利畢業！加油！

瑜

加油

親愛的馬來西亞

您的名聲越來越糟了。臭名遠播，遠播到外國都報道今天的事情。在這裡，我看不到您到底會變成什麽樣子。只知道各黨領袖都好像爲了自己的利益，把人民當傀儡，任他們擺佈。

加油吧！

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

短文

有些人，有些事，有些話，有些愛

有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。
有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。 
有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。 
有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。 

有些人有很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，想见的时候已经没机会了。 
有些事有很多机会做的，却一天一天推迟，想做的时候却发现没机会了。 
有些话有很多机会说的，却想着以后再说，要说的时候，已经没机会了。 
有些爱给了你很多机会，却没在意不在乎，想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。 

人生有时候，总是很讽刺。 
 一转身可能就是一世。 

说好永远的，不知怎么就散了。最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的。然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的。经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；风雨同船，天晴便各自散了。也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事。幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着。该是多美的画面。 没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了。 

于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。曾经相爱，现在已互不相干。 即使在同一个小小的城市，也不曾再相逢。某一天某一刻，走在同一条街，也看不见对方。先是感叹，后来是无奈。 

也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。 
也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。  
很久很久，没有对方的消息，也不再想起这个人，也是不想再想起。

Saw this on Facebook =) 

加油 =) 

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Random

下雨天了怎麽辦 我好想你~~

Nahhhh~ There's nothing to do with the caption.. It's really just random =P Less than a month, exam.. One and half month, travel.. Been slacking and keep looking at those details for travel.. I'm already in the mood of TRAVELLING! Goshhhh! Should be start studying, so that I will not be worrying of those modules when it's getting nearer and nearer! Alright, plan starts TOMORROW! Hopefully.....

Yours Truly,

szeyee

Special

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

View

Sunny day =) 

How's life? Well, everybody is having stress over their assignments, studies, future, games (only applicable for my housemates) The only thing I would say now is, good luck! =D 

Being excited over the trips that I'm going this coming summer is fun! But needing to plan for it, it's a big headache for me. Hopefully everything goes well then =D 

*fingers crossed*

Be positive, assignments due soon, exams coming soon, but this also means that, HOLIDAY is COMING SOON!!! =DDD 

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Nervous

Getting nearer to final exams means getting nearer to the working life, which means that I'm supposed to look for a job and secure a job real soon. I was supposedly to be happy that I've received calls from certain companies to be invited for interview, BUT, I'm really worried and anxious about it. Real job interview in my life. Keep my fingers cross! =)

Good luck, Sze Yee! 

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Stress

Oh well, feeling stress all the time as I need to complete two assignments. Even though these two assignments are group assignment, but still, there's a need for me to complete it, perfectly. Assignments, due soon. Final exam, coming soon. There's only ONE MONTH left! ONE MONTH! I'm just hoping that I'm able to finish up everything quickly, work on my final exam and graduate without any worries. Hope that I can secure a job once I graduated. There's really a lot to worry about right now...... Must strive through it!

Yee Sze Yee, YOU CAN DO IT!!!

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Pro-pro-pro-procrastination

Books I bought using 1Malaysia Book Voucher

1. Consumer Behaviour text book

2. Dear John

3. Rich dad Poor dad

4. 別再為小事抱怨

5. 別再為小事生氣

6. 別再為小事沮喪

7. Air Asia Story

Should be looking for notes for one of the modules.. 

Forget it.. 

I'm going to read the books I bought =) 

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Stress Level: High

Assignments

Exams
Getting a job

Everything brings me stress =(

I just need to get through this!
It's the final semester for this final year
I can do well for this final exam!!!
Pushing hard to do it
Striving hard to do it

Stress level: High

Yours Truly,

szeyee

Stress! Please don't follow me! I certainly know that I need to face you! How good if I'm having my sayang right now! I miss hugging Lucky whenever I'm not in the good mood.. =( Danggggggg! Gotta try my best to settle whatever shit given to me.. 

今、どこですか？お元気ですか？大丈夫ですか？

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

救命

最後一個學年

最後一個學期

最後幾個assignment

壓力

救人啊

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Blood Donation

It's actually fun donating blood =) 

It's like doing charity! 

And I don't know why, I'm kinda hyperactive after the donation! 

=PP

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Addiction

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

Heart beats fast 

Colors and promises 

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid 

To fall 

But watching you stand alone 

All of my doubt

Suddenly goes away somehow 

One step closer 

(Chorus) 

I have died everyday 
Waiting for you 

Darlin' don't be afraid 

I have loved you for a 

Thousand years 

I'll love you for a 

Thousand more 

Time stands still 

Beauty in all she is 

I will be brave 

I will not let anything 

Take away 

What's standing in front of me 

Every breath 

Every hour has come to this 

One step closer 

(Chorus) 

I have died everyday 

Waiting for you 

Darlin' don't be afraid 

I have loved you for a 

Thousand years 

I'll love you for a 

Thousand more 

And all along I believed 

I would find you 

Time has brought 

Your heart to me 

I have loved you for a 

Thousand years 

I'll love you for a 

Thousand more 

One step closer 

One step closer 

(Chorus) 

I have died everyday 

Waiting for you 

Darlin' don't be afraid 

I have loved you for a 

Thousand years 

I'll love you for a 

Thousand more 

And all along I believed 

I would find you 

Time has brought 

Your heart to me 

I have loved you for a 

Thousand years 

I'll love you for a 

Thousand more

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Stop Lynas!

馬來西亞

生病了

加油

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

鼓

大學終于有鼓隊了

開心

打鼓的日子不多

快要畢業了

加油！

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

Random post from Facebook

Treat your girl right. 

Plain and Simple. 

I know it can be hard to please her sometimes, but it’s worth it in the end. 

Remember that she’s your happiness, your world. 

She should be the first person you talk to in the morning, and the last person you whisper “Good night” to. 

Unlike some of your bros, she’s going to be there for you when you’re the happiest, but more importantly, when you’re at your lowest. 

She’ll cook for you and care for you, so treat her like a queen. 

Girls are delicate creatures. 

Think before you say. 

Think before you act. 

They take every little mistake you make and multiply it by a thousand. 

So try not to mess up, alright? 

When you’re fighting, sometimes it’s better to put your relationship before your own pride. 

You’re not helping yourself by making her upset. 

And never, ever, under any condition, let her go to sleep crying. 

She’ll resent you for it for the rest of your days. 

 Don’t forget to make her feel special everyday. 

Open doors, go shopping with her. 

Hell, make dinner for her!

The more you show her you love her, the more she’ll give you in return. 

Remember that an “I love you” via text is never as special as one in person.

And show her off to your bros, don’t be ashamed of her. 

She’s never been ashamed of your dorky ass. 

Look, she doesn’t really need much in a relationship; she just wants to feel like she matters to you. 

That’s not asking for much. 

But if you haven’t learned a thing from reading this, remember this. 

Love her unconditionally, loyally, and keep her close. 

Love her with everything you’ve got: emotionally, mentally, and physically. 

Because I swear, if you won’t treat your girl right, someone else definitely will.

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

麻將

周末的娛樂 =) 

還好有這副牌陪著呐~~~

Yours Truly, 

szeyee

情人節快樂

祝大家情人節快樂

有情人的，跟情人恩恩愛愛，一直到老

沒情人的，快點找到情人，然後也恩恩愛愛一直到老

美麗的景色

美麗的心情

喜歡

Yours Truly, 

szeyee